Sarah’s Soul Shock

[ The case studies are not here to illustrate soul connections but to demonstrate the power of personal healing and transformation using Ptsen Nuh metaphysical techniques.

In some cases, but not all, the persons need for healing was triggered by a soul connection – however in these case studies we do not look at the relationship aspects or if they got back together – we focus on the individuals’ healing and transformation.

If you want to know about a soul connection you will not find out about it from anyone else’s story even if they seem similar because every situation so unique thats why we don’t feature the stories .. Soul connection articles on the general issues and principles can be found here but to find about about your own unique situation it needs to looked at individually which can only come from an individual consultation.]

Working with Steve was like working with an alien at times. What I thought of as my intelligence couldn’t help me at all so I was disciplined and focused on what remained.
I always somehow knew what was going on with me personally was part of a bigger process – but I also knew that I couldn’t figure out how to come to terms with it.

I came to Steve through a spiritual awakening experience that has been triggered by an intense soul connection. The energy symptoms were the most intense. I’d get a pulsating in my brain, side to side, up and down my spine. My eyes twitched. People started noticing my eye twitch in the office. I was afraid I was going to lose my job. I was so strange. Every touch had more sensation. I mean every touch – the touch of inanimate objects had new sensation. The crossword puzzle had new meaning. My sleeping patterns and eating patterns changed dramatically. I wasn’t eating much. I couldn’t sleep. I was losing weight. I was tired and manic at the same time.

I’d have visions. I’d have out-of-body experiences in meetings. I had visions of scenes from different points in history and people I didn’t know. I meditated in front of the mirror. I’d stare at myself in the mirror and wonder who and what I was. Like seeing myself for the first time. I saw energy grids. I communicated with an intelligence in a manner I can’t articulate. Expansive. I could ask it questions and the answers it gave me were maddeningly simple. The first instruction it gave me was “heal yourself first.”

Heal myself?!?

I researched. I Googled everything. I’d wake up at odd hours in the night and google number symbolism. I was going through a divorce at the time. I have a young daughter. My family has a history of mental illness. I was terrified and had no idea what to do if I lost my mind.

I don’t identify with the pain and confusion any longer. But at the time I was sure I was going insane and I was afraid no one would notice, no one would stop me. I wrote and published everything online, waiting for men in white jackets to come take me away. I wanted to keep my daughter safe from me.

No one came. Through online conversations I found by googling words I never put together before, I met people. Individuals who had the same energy symptoms. Could this be normal?

In my research, I avoided anything that smelled like “new belief.” I didn’t want a new religion from this. I didn’t want any beliefs about it. Things were happening to me that “I” didn’t believe!

Steve didn’t offer me any belief. Thank God. He offered me a maddening structure of discipline and simplicity that is his Ptsen-Nuh energy mapping methods. Simplicity!

And somehow he had magic goggles that could see how I was doing in my work when I had no sense of it myself. Sure, he was like an alien sometimes. But I recognized myself as half-alien and toed the “PN” line as best I could. I relapsed. I felt it and got back on track. The simple stuff works. It’s a total discipline. Not bits and pieces. No concepts to grasp and digest and mix or match or argue with. Just do the disciplines.

In truth, the spiritual transition I was going though is/was as natural as any other human process but a process I didn’t have the tools to work with until I learned the disciplines. It’s OK to be lost and confused especially when it’s a process of growing towards clarity. Besides, you can’t stop it now! The Universe doesn’t want to leave you alone.

Start healing yourself. Get help if you need it. If you need help, book a session with Steve. This guy is not in it for the money or the glory. I’m happy to have his help. I’m happy his help is available to you.

Generally, I’m pretty happy. More like content. Sometimes I sigh and say “I’m so content” and there is nothing more to it than that. No drama. I strive to ride instead of fight the tides of the Universe. So much easier that way! I have peace. You can too. To quote Steve, “there is no super natural, only sub-natural understanding.”

Get the understanding and the techniques you need. Heal yourself first.

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