Hannah’s Happy Ending

[ The case studies are not here to illustrate soul connections but to demonstrate the power of personal healing and transformation using Ptsen Nuh metaphysical techniques.

In some cases, but not all, the persons need for healing was triggered by a soul connection however in these articles case studies we do not look at the relationship aspects or if they got back together – we focus on the individuals’ healing and transformation.

If you want to know about a soul connection you will not find out about it from anyone else’s story even if they seem similar because every situation so unique thats why we don’t feature the stories .. Soul connection articles on the general issues and principles can be found here but to find about about your own unique situation it needs to looked at individually which can only come from an individual consultation.]

When I found an article online by Steve Gunn talking about the “insanity” of a soul mate “runner” it wasn’t until that very moment that I even knew this behaviour had a name!

So many of the other websites that I could find re: soul mates, soul twins etc were filled with shimmering sparkles and one in particular had a cartoon picture of a man and woman in silhouette kissing in the sunset with a quote from Plato that went “When one of them meets the other half, the actual half of himself, the pair are lost in an amazement of love and friendship and intimacy and one will not be out of the other’s sight even for a moment.”

Well there Mr. Plato, I have no doubt this is a wondrous ideal and I myself can relate to what you are saying by the staggering depth of love my sweetheart and I experience with each other…but I know now there is WAY more to the story than this. If I could be so bold, perhaps a rewrite would go something like this…”When one of them meets the other half, the actual half of himself, the pair are lost in an amazement of love, which brings up fear, pain and unresolved emotional issues for both of them and one of them will run out of the other’s sight.”

I know, makes no sense to the logical mind. From where I sit now I can absolutely say it is a sublimely synchronistic dance with a clear and concise purpose…the opportunity for healing and wholeness for both parties involved. Healing and wholeness, you know, the “I’m OK, you’re OK” variety. I want you to know that if you are reading this and are in great pain and are thinking to yourself “ I was OK until s/he ran and nothing is going to make it better until they return, nothing!”

I myself truly believed that his return would be the ONLY thing that would stop this onslaught of horrific pain. If you too are hurting this bad I want you to know my heart is with you. I know that pain, I really do. I saw not one but two therapists a week…psychology didn’t do it. I have the most loving non judgemental circle of friends…their support didn’t do it. Time wasn’t doing it. I have a deep and profound love of God…are you getting the picture? Absolutely nothing was alleviating the pain. I was even hospitalized with a total breakdown. I truly knew my very life was in danger if I didn’t find release. RELEASE is the key word here.

In comes Steve Gunn’s work. Let me say first off, I was so grateful for the conspicuous lack of purple sparkles on his website. Just a strong, clear, clean presentation. Reflects the man I tell you. The first thing I did was book a psychic reading with him. I had never had a reading in my life and I was DESPARATE to know if my love was destined to return to me. I had a wonderful reading with Steve, it was deeply perceptive, highly informative and yes, his psychic skills were astonishing too. Joy oh joy, my love would return! That’s all I could fixate on at the time. Dear God! There would be an end to this pain! Now, wouldn’t you think such a favorable reading would bring me some peace and allow me to trust the process and work on myself?

Oh no, not so. The pain of loss and rejection was like a monster out of control. What began then was a costly and embarrassing stint of psychic readings with online agencies which spanned over two months. It was like I was hooked on crack cocaine… I’d go for a few days then I would need to hear it again…Yes! He’s coming back! I’d feel better and then I would need another fix. When?! When?! One would say in a month, another in six months. One said he wasn’t coming back at all. That one nearly did me in. It was only after I got Steve’s book on soul connections and read his chapter and online articles on the whole world of psychic readings that I was able to gain insight into this process. Consequently, I have a deeper respect for Steve and his integrity, and, we all know hindsight is 20/20, but I can honestly say I should have just stopped at his reading. He definitely has the bigger picture dialed in.

As I look back at this time in my journey it feels like getting all those readings was like putting myself on the biggest, scariest roller coaster ride. I am SO thrilled to be off THAT “fortune telling” ride. It was horrible. But here’s the thing, all of this was so beautifully orchestrated for my ultimate happiness. It is written that God has a “refining fire”. When you take clay and fire it, its’ impurities are burned off…did you know it takes several firings to make the finest porcelain?

If you are in this kind of pain Dear Heart, I believe you might very well be in the Refiner’s fire. I now know beyond a shadow of a doubt that soul connections are one of God’s greatest gifts and are masterfully designed to set us free. I know with complete clarity that this is what my soul connection is about.

To finally release all these old woundings and stand in a place of peace, empowerment and unconditional love. But I will also tell you this, YOU CANNOT KNOW THIS FROM AN INTELLECTUAL PERSPECTIVE, THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO WAY. That’s why all the talking and support in the world made no difference to me. Time made no difference. No amount of reassurance made the healing happen. In fact, reassurance delayed my breakthrough to tell you the truth.

This is an emotional journey. This is an energetic journey. This is a deeply spiritual journey. Most important of all, this is an exquisitely intimate journey between your soul and God’s. I know without Steve’s Ptsen Nuh ( PN ) work and the hand of God on me every step of the way I couldn’t have done it. I am telling you straight up, this work is not for the faint of heart. You have to be ready. If you are absolutely fed up with the pain and are finally ready to submit to the urgent need to face your OWN demons once and for all, I suggest you work with Steve…I couldn’t think of a better person to take into that battle.

So, what about my Happy Ending? Guess what! It’s right here and right now. You know what else? I think I’ll call it my Happy Starting instead. That’s what it really is. With Steve’s PN work and the disciplines he has taught me I now know EVERY relationship in my life will benefit. I feel like a calm, grounded self contained unit ready to live and learn and give and receive unconditional love.

It was INCONCEIVABLE to me a few short weeks ago that I could hold the love I have for my beloved and not feel pain. Not only am I not in pain, I actually have a deep compassion for his struggle and have far better understanding of his running away.

In my heart, I know my love is doing exactly what he needs to be doing for his soul’s journey and I can bless him while he is out in the wilderness so to speak. With this newfound inner tranquility I can hold him in my prayers far more effectively.

One of the most profound things Steve said to me was;
“Unconditional loving leads to happiness…Unconditional giving leads to destruction” I really had to chew this one over. Now, from where I stand after doing all this work, I get it. I am looking forward to test driving the real Hannah in chapter two of our love story.

In the mean time guess what! …I am a woman in Love. Always.

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